A Kinky Dance

I heard him swinging it behind me. Heard it, because I was bent over the side of his bed waiting for him as he switched from the paddle to, what I was now hearing – the whippy bitch cane. He walked back to me swishing that cane back and forth in the air making sure…

Year 2014 Retrospective

You know you’re a project manager when you read “retrospective” and think about a post-mortem meeting after a project goes live to talk about what worked, what didn’t, etc. Yeah, I’m not doing it like that – analyzing the year.  Instead, I’ll look at it this way…. 2014 marked the start or restart of a…

Distracted

Work has eluded me today. Or rather, my motivation to work has. Coming off a high of four days with Daddy – three spent by the ocean – I cannot help but not be ready to be integrated back into the usual life routines. We had spent a solid amount of time, wrapped in our…

Self Care at 3am

I found myself awake at 3 am – missing his body wrapped around me as he does when I’m in his bed. I rolled on my back – and just that act made me remember everything from yesterday when we were together. I could feel the places on my skin the flogger, paddle and leather…

My Surreal Life

“OMG – I totally LOVED the year HUMP featured this couple – and they went into the woods, he tied her up, and spun her around while suspended from a tree.  It was AMAZING!” One of our two favorite bar staff members at a local brew pub we frequent.  She and her cohort – a…

A Full Body Exhale

  Yeah – this is about it.  I sometimes do not realize how much life stresses me the fuck out until I am in his presence – in his arms, with his lips on mine – and I feel my body exhale. I feel the stress leave my muscles. I feel the knot in my…

Hurry Up and Wait

The last few weeks have been crazy busy for me at work.  Long workdays – too much work, not enough time – everyone wanting it yesterday. Middle of last week – the crickets started.  A busy week trying to get things resolved to get one of my projects propelled forward…well, fell on its face because…

Vivid Dream

There are times he randomly shows up in my dreams. Sometimes he is just an observer – in the background, watching what is happening, following along with the plot twists and turns of the dream.  Then, at some point, he disappears like he has seen enough and decides to go. Other times, he enters right…

An Afternoon with Daddy

“I suppose you are going to blog about this,” he commented as he slid his cock into my cunt.  I was bent in half, and this was not our first romp of the afternoon.  More of a cuddle-turned-romp all because, he wasn’t done with me yet.  And, well, I was up for more. I answered…

Poly Guilt

I’ve started several posts about this topic but have never gone too far.  Poly guilt is the topic.  For me, poly guilt is defined as that feeling you have being poly with multiple partners and worrying you aren’t doing enough for any of them.  That maybe you are selfish for having multiples – maybe even…