He Leaves Marks

He leaves his name on my skin with his teeth. He pushes my hair aside and sinks his teeth into my neck – where it meets the shoulder – then he bites into my flesh, moans matching my moans as he leaves his mark on my skin, and under it into my tendons and other…

Past NRE

NRE When you are in kink or poly, you hear about NRE all the time – New Relationship Energy – the phenomenon that occurs when you are new with each other.  That passion  – that chemistry – it’s all NRE. But what if NRE is happening still – almost 2 years into a relationship?  What if…

Life IS Good

This is how I’m feeling this morning. I got tons to do – and no motivation to do it. Instead I’m thinking about last night – thinking about tonight – and this weekend. My mind is going through processing this month.  Have you ever looked back at a period of time – like a month…

Conversations with DJ about Poly

I was chuckling at a text I had received from a friend as we got into the car – DJ and me – as we were leaving her taekwondo class.  Naturally she inquired what I was chuckling about.  I paused for a second because the comment from a friend was her observation of someone else’s…

Coming Out as Poly and a Parent

“I mean, I don’t know why it’s important for people to say they are this thing or that thing – I mean, be your own thing – be who YOU are.” I love DJ.  And this summarizes why I love her.  On the drive home from TKD, she was explaining how she was going to give…

Connection

I woke last night – in the middle of the night – about 1:30am.  No real reason really.  Just sort of found myself suddenly awake; having woken from a dream that was about him – about us.  I don’t recall the details – just that we were together in it – on whatever subconscious adventure…

My Ramblings on “Secondary” in Poly

About a week ago, I came across a post on Fetlife by a kink educator Shayblondie.  She recently taught at the local kink event – and I was looking for something she had talked about during the class – so I went to her profile.  The words “Secondary is a Dirty Word” on one of…

What I Feel

I love him. Simple statement with not so simple feelings. He makes me vibrate. He makes me wet. He makes me feel so many things. And I cannot describe it. My Daddy. I have felt all day how blessed I am – that have have two men in my life who get me – who…

When Sleep Won’t Come

When sleep won’t come, I got up – and decided to try to empty some words from my brain and onto a page in hopes that it helps. So here I sit in a dark living room with a shot glass of vodka to sip as I type on the computer – and be circled…

My Valentines – A Poly Version

I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. – Roy Croft I guess I am luck.  Nah, no guessing – I know I am lucky.  I have one love who I have grown up with – who I have a crazy life with –…