Year 2014 Retrospective

You know you’re a project manager when you read “retrospective” and think about a post-mortem meeting after a project goes live to talk about what worked, what didn’t, etc. Yeah, I’m not doing it like that – analyzing the year.  Instead, I’ll look at it this way…. 2014 marked the start or restart of a…

Poly Guilt

I’ve started several posts about this topic but have never gone too far.  Poly guilt is the topic.  For me, poly guilt is defined as that feeling you have being poly with multiple partners and worrying you aren’t doing enough for any of them.  That maybe you are selfish for having multiples – maybe even…

My Ramblings on “Secondary” in Poly

About a week ago, I came across a post on Fetlife by a kink educator Shayblondie.  She recently taught at the local kink event – and I was looking for something she had talked about during the class – so I went to her profile.  The words “Secondary is a Dirty Word” on one of…

What I Feel

I love him. Simple statement with not so simple feelings. He makes me vibrate. He makes me wet. He makes me feel so many things. And I cannot describe it. My Daddy. I have felt all day how blessed I am – that have have two men in my life who get me – who…

Approval to Feel

It’s been an emotional weekend for me. High highs, low lows. And me reminding myself to be silent and breath and be grateful for the things I have around me. We had water get into our basement and ruin a bunch of stuff, so a weekend of going through everything and toss shit was in…

Weekend Recap

I had a dream last night where I thought “that would be great to blog about”.  Of course, I forgot what it was. Then again, waking up in Daddy’s arms with him kissing my nose and call me his sleepy girl kinda made me forget even the dream.  Though, I’m sure the fact my stomach…

They’re back….

They are home. After weeks away – San Diego Comicon, Disneyland, summer camps, trips to grandparents’ houses, and sailing in the San Juans – they are finally home.  Home from all of the adventures.  Home from travels.  Home. And along with them came another person coming home – finally – Derek is now home.  His…