Sad, But Important Epiphanies

I have a post all written up – and decided not to push Publish to post it.  While there is nothing in it that I worry about saying – it’s all truth – it’s just fucking sad.  Sad having the realization that someone who has been a part of your life for more than half…

Loss of Words

Our messages passed through the ether.  Both of us feeling like we needed to write to the other at the same time.  The last time I had this happen – it was with someone who I still have an amazing connection with.  It has been a long time since that has happened.  Where I feel…

Open Letter

You invited me to sit on your lap so we could talk. And as we talked, your fingers found my nipple – erect because I was enjoying sitting on your lap.  As our conversation progressed, you fingers just gently pinched my nipple – playing with it perfectly.  All I could do is try to focus…

Good-Bye

Have you ever had one of those moment where you knew that this was the end?  And despite how you framed the situation to yourself, you found yourself overcome by emotion? Yeah – that. Last night, I had a playdate with a partner who I’ve been play partners with for about 10 months.  We connected…

Turning the Tables

“That probably sounded snotty”, he said. “Horribly.  I’ll smack you later,” I promised. “Could you? I really need it?” “I have a single tail. And I do need practice.” And evil twinkle enters his eye, “My ass is yours.” Then he quickly follow, “I’m feeling warm now.  And a little hard.” “Poor guy,” I smile,…

Forced

He pulled me, by my hair,  away from his cock.  I had been mid-blow job, so his actions surprised me.He dragged me up so my mouth met his mouth.  He kissed me hard, then slapped my face repeatedly – each blow harder than the last – all while his used my hair to hold me…

T-65 Days

I try not to think about it.  The fact he’s going to be gone soon.  A year after he and I connected at a new year’s eve party, he is going to be retiring from his federal job and off to sunnier places. His wonderful wife has got health problems – problems that came upon…

One Word Erotica

I like words.  There are certain words that, when said, just sound different than they do on paper.  They are fun to say.  They roll off the tongue in a way that makes you smile.  They don’t seem like the word is supposed to mean. Periodically, I will IM one of these words to a…

Taking His Pain

He had pushed me flat onto the bed – on my stomach.  Reaching into his bag which was next to the bed – out of my side – he pulled out a couple of things he planned on using.  The first smack told me the first was leather.  He used this flat leather glove to…

Cum for Me

His text to me: “I’m going to beat you.  Slow and steady. I won’t fuck you or touch you in an intimate way. Only my floggers, single tails and canes will touch your body. If you are lucky, I may clamp your nipples.  But I’m going to just do this – slowly – methodically.  I…