Lost….

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Quoted from: http://www.flickr.com/photos/karenebiggs/3539617284/

Not sure where I have gone the past few days…..just need to recharge, I guess…..need to figure things out….figure out where things were left ….figure out what I want. I need to recharge my batteries….and get my head back into things. I don’t fake things well. And I’m doing a shitty job of that with those around me sadly. If anything, I’m feeling like a burden.

I hate that feeling.

So, I’m going to try to step back a bit. Try to get my head back engaged. Try to figure some things out.

At this point, I’ve kinda lost the desire to write. Never thought it would happen given I have a lot to say.

Until I figure out where I’ve gone, I’ll be in an out as feelings strike. A different way of posting for me. But hey, maybe it’s the change I need.

I guess I just need to reconcile this a bit too:

And thank you all for being who you are. I have appreciated the comments of support the past few days.  I know I’m being vague, but I appreciate the hugs and advice and the things that have made me smile. I can only hope I return the favor when y’all need it sometime.  Thank you.  Just wanted to say that out loud. 🙂

7 Comments Add yours

  1. Joker_SATX says:

    I don’t know the whole story because I lurk here more than I participate, but here is hoping you work it all out.

  2. See you when you get back. 🙂

  3. You go do what you need to do, we will be here when you get back.

  4. Aurore says:

    *hugs*

    We all go through these moments of silence here in blogland. Take your time. Figure it out and come back to us when you’re ready.

  5. Sa says:

    I perfectly understand but i’ll selfishly miss your posts 🙂

    I hope you find the peace you need.

  6. Dana says:

    Been there and will be there again. Take care of yourself. Wishing you speedy resolution!

  7. Just me... says:

    Stepping back can be very beneficial.. Different viewpoint, different focus.. Take your time.. We’ll be here.. :):)

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