Constant Craving

With the stress of the last few weeks, sex has been the furthest thing from my mind….

….or so I thought.

I woke up the other morning to a sex dream. I rarely recall dreams anyway, and it is extremely rare that I should have an erotic dream. Of course, I woke up just as I was cumming in my dream. Garbanzo was out for a run, so I slid my hand between my legs and discovered I had awoken fairly close to orgasm myself. It didn’t take more than maybe a minute to cum in a half dazed awake state.

 And the rest of the morning, I walked around work in this constant state of craving sex…

…craving a firm hand….
….craving for someone else to control me….
….craving a cock in my mouth….
….craving to be tied up….and spanked….and ….
craving to be fucked…a lot.

I walked around the rest of the day in this constant state of wanting,
of needing….of craving that intense experience – one that lasts all day.

Sadly, the evening played out in such a way where it couldn’t happen. But Garbanzo teased me. Whispering in my ear exactly what he wanted to do to me – and how – and where. 

And while I took things into hand again when I was alone, that sort of background throbbing has stayed with me since….
….that throbbing that reminds me that despite everything happening, I still have a more primal need.

9 Comments Add yours

  1. Sa says:

    Can you imagine taking a vow of abstinence? I am in awe of people who can control their sex drive.

    I like the way you write about sex, btw.

  2. Its amazing how one can push their sex drive to the back of their heads when necessary, but it eventually pokes out.

    I hope you get to fulfill that need this weekend.

  3. frances says:

    I just mentioned to d last night how much I missed having dreams like that! It used to happen so much when I was younger. I used to love coming in that half awake statE. You luck girl!

  4. Beryl says:

    Maybe it’s something in the air. I know I’ve been feeling the same way.

  5. Maggie says:

    I don’t know about you, but once that feeling gets into my head it doesn’t leave until completely sated. I hope you get that chance. 🙂

  6. That was a great read. Just how i have been feeling lately. I got hot just reading it. Well said!

  7. Oh yes, I have days like that!!! That ache that needs attention that you can’t curb alone.

  8. Just me... says:

    ‘Self-pleasure’ is lovely.. But it absolutely does not replace the real thing.. And sometimes, you just gotta have it!! :):)

  9. Ms Scarlett says:

    I’m always amazed by how we can suppress the need when we absolutely have to, but also by how it always comes roaring back, sometimes overwhelmingly so.

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