Had you told me two years ago that I would be making this statement, I would have called you a liar.
Oral sex was part of foreplay – a brief stop along the way to sex. Never did I ever offer or give a blow job just because I felt like it or he asked for it. I always felt self conscious. I felt like I was doing it wrong somehow.
Then, for a naughty Santa gift, I learned to give a blow job. We had been together for over 15 years, yet I can only recall giving him a blow job once. And even that time, I didn’t let him cum in my mouth.
So, being the geek I am, I read a book. I knew I was clearly thinking about this wrong, so I read a book to change my thinking. And it did.
I gave him his first real blow job – and got more turned on by it than I ever believed I would. The feeling of his cock against my lips, on my tongue, and in my mouth. The sound of his breath inhaling as I took his cock deep into my mouth. The feeling of his cock as he builds up to an orgasm – and the taste of his cum as he releases into my awaiting mouth. I never knew it could be like that.
In the past year, I have given more blow jobs than I would have ever imagined. I will kneel between his legs and work his cock until he cums in my mouth. Or I will often let him fuck my mouth as I cum because it turns me on so much feeling his cock sliding in and out of mouth, sliding my tongue around the head – and tasting him on my lips. It’s an image that will pop into my mind – and won’t leave until I make it happen.
So when I can, I love to take a cock in my mouth. I love it when the guy forces me to take his cock deeper in my mouth. I love it when he asks if I’ll drink his cum or if I want some of his cum as he is about to orgasm. I love wrapping my lips around that cock – that pulsating cock – and suck it dry – swallowing every drop.
I love to work slowly – taking his cock deeper and deeper until I not only surprise him but also myself.
Who knew I would love to suck cock as much as I do.
I know several people who are glad I do.
Update: Since many people are asking about the book (and I edited it out of the post because I didn’t like how it messed up the flow), I’ll add it here:
The Guide to Fellatio by Violet Blue – the name is MUCH longer but if you go off of that shortened name, you can find it easily.
Enjoy! 🙂
Ye, I’m sure there are several people who are happy with your oral discovery!
Once again, Emmy, I’m gonna have to ask you to quit writing my posts for me!!! LOL
I was the same way all the way down to the length of time we were together, buying a book ’cause I’m a nerd, and now absolutely LOVING giving blow jobs.
And the most amazing discovery to me is that it’s not just his pleasure but my own — the feel, the taste, the texture. And I love trusting him to grab my head and hair. Awesome!!
Who knew at 43 life could get so much better?! 🙂
Ivey
And what is the name of the book? Inquiring minds want to know.
my wife likes books, maybe this one will work for her. Hmmmm, congrats for you and him.
I like to read books too so do tell 😉
Yeah….I think I’d like to read that book too, lol.
It’s been in the past year that I think I’ve become good at it. I used to not like to do it at all. But I think if I felt better at it, I might *like* to do it more. Hmm.
Good post!
Thats Awesome! Congrats Congrats Congrats!
I’m pretty sure you’re more glad about finding that book than anyone!!! :):)
Ok, this makes me want a cock in my mouth. Like, right now. 🙂
this is an awesome post. Thats one lucky guy! His life has changed 🙂