Had you told me two years ago that I would be making this statement, I would have called you a liar.
Oral sex was part of foreplay – a brief stop along the way to sex. Never did I ever offer or give a blow job just because I felt like it or he asked for it. I always felt self conscious. I felt like I was doing it wrong somehow.
Then, for a naughty Santa gift, I learned to give a blow job. We had been together for over 15 years, yet I can only recall giving him a blow job once. And even that time, I didn’t let him cum in my mouth.
So, being the geek I am, I read a book. I knew I was clearly thinking about this wrong, so I read a book to change my thinking. And it did.
I gave him his first real blow job – and got more turned on by it than I ever believed I would. The feeling of his cock against my lips, on my tongue, and in my mouth. The sound of his breath inhaling as I took his cock deep into my mouth. The feeling of his cock as he builds up to an orgasm – and the taste of his cum as he releases into my awaiting mouth. I never knew it could be like that.
In the past year, I have given more blow jobs than I would have ever imagined. I will kneel between his legs and work his cock until he cums in my mouth. Or I will often let him fuck my mouth as I cum because it turns me on so much feeling his cock sliding in and out of mouth, sliding my tongue around the head – and tasting him on my lips. It’s an image that will pop into my mind – and won’t leave until I make it happen.
So when I can, I love to take a cock in my mouth. I love it when the guy forces me to take his cock deeper in my mouth. I love it when he asks if I’ll drink his cum or if I want some of his cum as he is about to orgasm. I love wrapping my lips around that cock – that pulsating cock – and suck it dry – swallowing every drop.
I love to work slowly – taking his cock deeper and deeper until I not only surprise him but also myself.
Who knew I would love to suck cock as much as I do.
I know several people who are glad I do.
The Guide to Fellatio by Violet Blue – the name is MUCH longer but if you go off of that shortened name, you can find it easily.