He leaves his name on my skin with his teeth. He pushes my hair aside and sinks his teeth into my neck – where it meets the shoulder – then he bites into my flesh, moans matching my moans as he leaves his mark on my skin, and under it into my tendons and other…
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Past NRE
NRE When you are in kink or poly, you hear about NRE all the time – New Relationship Energy – the phenomenon that occurs when you are new with each other. That passion – that chemistry – it’s all NRE. But what if NRE is happening still – almost 2 years into a relationship? What if…
Life IS Good
This is how I’m feeling this morning. I got tons to do – and no motivation to do it. Instead I’m thinking about last night – thinking about tonight – and this weekend. My mind is going through processing this month. Have you ever looked back at a period of time – like a month…
Conversations with DJ about Poly
I was chuckling at a text I had received from a friend as we got into the car – DJ and me – as we were leaving her taekwondo class. Naturally she inquired what I was chuckling about. I paused for a second because the comment from a friend was her observation of someone else’s…
Coming Out as Poly and a Parent
“I mean, I don’t know why it’s important for people to say they are this thing or that thing – I mean, be your own thing – be who YOU are.” I love DJ. And this summarizes why I love her. On the drive home from TKD, she was explaining how she was going to give…
Connection
I woke last night – in the middle of the night – about 1:30am. No real reason really. Just sort of found myself suddenly awake; having woken from a dream that was about him – about us. I don’t recall the details – just that we were together in it – on whatever subconscious adventure…
My Ramblings on “Secondary” in Poly
About a week ago, I came across a post on Fetlife by a kink educator Shayblondie. She recently taught at the local kink event – and I was looking for something she had talked about during the class – so I went to her profile. The words “Secondary is a Dirty Word” on one of…
What I Feel
I love him. Simple statement with not so simple feelings. He makes me vibrate. He makes me wet. He makes me feel so many things. And I cannot describe it. My Daddy. I have felt all day how blessed I am – that have have two men in my life who get me – who…
When Sleep Won’t Come
When sleep won’t come, I got up – and decided to try to empty some words from my brain and onto a page in hopes that it helps. So here I sit in a dark living room with a shot glass of vodka to sip as I type on the computer – and be circled…
My Valentines – A Poly Version
I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. – Roy Croft I guess I am luck. Nah, no guessing – I know I am lucky. I have one love who I have grown up with – who I have a crazy life with –…