SG and I had a talk today. As I mentioned, I went through another round of testing for HSV2. He caught me the day before I got retested when he called asking to schedule some time with me. I had to decline given the situation, and as I promised him back last summer, I told…
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Random Post Friday
Thanks for all of your comment yesterday on my HNT. I guess I should mention that I’m not someone who hurts easily. While it may look bad, it wasn’t that painful. But then again, I am someone who used to take foul balls off of my body while catching on the softball team. I guess…
Right vs Easy
“Right is not always easy, and easy is not always right.” I did the right thing yesterday. When SG send me a message suggesting we play, I checked to make sure he and his wife had talked about the herpes thing to make sure they were on the same page – and it was on…
POD – Stripy Socks
We played in our school’s annual parent’s soccer tourney. It’s a coed 6-6 soccer game played on smaller field – about the size of an indoor soccer field. Usually I play one two teams – each classroom has a team, so I get put on the class team for each girl. G plays on three…
I am trying so fucking hard to remember that right now. That I am seeing people and their actions, not as they are intending them, but as I am feeling. I am not okay. I put on a good show. I know how to divert attention from what is bugging me to what is going…
Infect
That little six letter word “infect” has resulted in me being celibate for almost six weeks now. As one friend described it, infect is a “shudder word”. That word is the mental barrier to G and me having sex right now. As weird as it sounds, I almost have a version of survivor’s guilt. I…
What’s Been Eating Emmy
The last few weeks have been stressful. I have mentioned that. I have been vague. I have been a bit elusive in terms of what has been going on. And I really had no intentions of sharing what has been going on. It was not something I wanted to do. I wasn’t sure I was…
