Under Orders

“When we get there, I expect you to suck another guy’s cock. And mine – but that is a given. I haven’t decided yet if I will give you to the masses.” Our night started with that statement. A full moon, a horny dominant sadist, and a date. Yeah, I was in trouble. We walked…

A Well Needed Beating

Standing at the bar, I was having three different conversations as I was sipping my drink.  One guy came up, gave me a huge hug, then started talking to me about his photography.  Another came up, pulled me into a hug, kissed me, and started asking me about work.  The last one pulled me away…

A Nooner

He marched right through the open door, came straight toward me, wrapped his hand around my neck, and pulled me to my feet.  And in full view of anyone who may wander by the house, possessed my mouth fully – biting my tongue as he kept a firm grip on my neck. When he released…

Squirmy

“I’m home…ahhh” was the text I received while bike riding Sunday. He was back from vacation.  I had missed him.  His random texts that put a smile on my face.  The coffee dates in the middle of our work day – where we meet at a cafe and hold hands under the table.    It…

Very Right

He smiled at me as we sat, hunched over our coffees in the cafe, knees touching as we spoke quietly.  He reached over as I was retelling a story and stroked my cheek affectionately. I paused in my story and smiled back at him. “You are beautiful when you laugh. You know that?” I glanced…

A Trial Run

I walked into the coffee shop at the agreed upon time and found him sitting in the corner with a cup of coffee in front of him and his nose in a book.  He looked up at the sound of the door closing, his eyes lit up as he saw me, and he carefully laid…

Rope Drunk

“Are you ready?” he asked as he came back up to the front to find me.  My volunteer shift was over, so it was my time to go play. “I am. Where are we going?” He led me back to the private room where there was a stripper pole on a stage with theater chairs….

Compersion

Giggles echoed through our bedroom as the three of us continued our play.  A night of rope had ended with the three of us playing together in our bed – a nice way to unwind from the event. After many rounds of groping and multiple configurations, she landed between us, and we focused our attention…

Restarts and Snarks

I rarely have my impatience about a situation end as well as it did on Wednesday.  I was done with silence and all with a friend – a friend where things hit a point where I know I needed a good time out – even if I also did not want it. It has been…

Right vs. Easy

Right is not always easy and easy is not always right. I remember hearing that phrase for the first time in a parenting blog or something. I related to it because, well, at the time, I was doing hard things because it was right. Who knew it would apply to polyamory as well. I did…