I remember waking at about 2am. 2am is the time I always wake, or so it seems. Being at the beach was no exception. So at 2am, I am laying there, thinking about how great the weekend had been – thinking about much I still missed SB. No distraction seems to remove the feeling that…
Category: polyamory
Silencing the Voices
“You are gorgeous. You are erotic. You are worth it.” I don’t recall if those were his exact words, but it doesn’t matter. He said something similar. He also said that he knew others had told me otherwise – made me feel otherwise – but that was bullshit – that was not me. I tried…
Flashbacks While Shopping
“Let’s have Vietnamese Lettuce Wrap thingies this week,” I suggested while we were grocery shopping. “Sure. I’m going to the butcher counter for chicken and bacon.” I grabbed the stuff I needed. Cilantro, lettuce, scallions, carrots…. Then I turned to the next bin…. I needed ginger. A knob of ginger. As I sorted through the…