Friday Feelz

Sad – Monday, I felt incredibly sad. My oldest is gone away to college, and I miss her face.  Actually I miss hearing about her day – and her perspective about things – and her ….yeah, her.  I wrote about it Monday and Sunday too, so I won’t cover it again.  Just can’t look back…

Cows, Meditation and Self-Care

I think this summarizes well my mental process today – trying to be meditative about this transition.  Breathing – reminding myself to breathe – and at the same reminding myself to let myself feel shit – even if it isn’t shit I want to feel.  My dad called me about noon today to see how…

And then there was one….

I remember reading a parenting book while I was pregnant about attachment parenting.  The line that stood out was “if done right, your child will want down – want to explore – and do it because they know you will be there when they need you because you have always made them feel safe.” That…

Friday Feelz – Take 2

Why "Take 2"? Because honestly the first version was, I don’t know, not where I wanted to be really. Maybe the adjustment at the chiropractor also adjusted my attitude. Who knows. So, let me, instead of editing the old one – just take another stab at it. As I mentioned yesterday, I’m trying to not…

Not Dead Yet!

Maybe it is the absurdity of the week as we recover from the news of our boss being fired, but today, as I was realizing that either A) we had no system changes this week or B) people were hoping I would abandon the process, Monty Python popped into my head. Specifically, this one: I…

A Rough Day

Today was such a mixed bag at work. I spent the first part of my day settling down my cohorts. The middle part of my day was talking to people concerned I’m going to leave. The latter part of my day was squashing the rumors that my cohort, then I, will be fired soon. Just…