G used to joke that we needed to purchase several acres of land to live on. And, we would build multiple houses on it where people we care about can live with us. The idea is that we would build our own neighborhood filled with people we wanted to see everyday.
Since we have become polyamorous, I often revisit this idea in my head. A place where we can live with those we love – so that we don’t have to miss anyone as life takes us other directions or keeps us busier than we want.
Leaving SB today, my mind drifted to this again. Because the moment I pulled away, I missed him already. I wished I didn’t have to leave. I wished I could just spent the whole day curled up in his arms. I wished I didn’t have errands at home. I wished I could stay.