I am blown away sometimes when things happen in a way that can’t seem coincidental.
I was at work.
I was annoyed.
I was about ready to throw a coffee mug.
Then I got a text from SB.
“Remember, you are loved.”
It made me stop.
My breath caught in my throat.
The feelings of all that he gives me washed over me.
And what I was upset about, didn’t seem to matter.
I was and am loved.
Why am I caring that an executive was playing politics?
What did it matter to me that she needs to play game?
I am loved.
I am blessed.
I am competent.
And her issues reflect on me not in the least.
What a freeing feeling!
What an amazing feeling!
To get, in that moment, the words I needed and from someone who loves and cares for me.
Fuck that other shit – focus on the positive.
The fact I am loved and cherished.
The fact I love and cherish too.
……the rest is just noise.