I need to step away for a while.
To get my head on straight.
To think about what has happened and my part in it.
I feel incredible vulnerable right now – vulnerable because I disappointed someone I care deeply for and love – and it is totally in his hands as to what he is going to do with me – with us.
And I have no right to have a say in it.
This isn’t about me and how I feel. It’s about him.
How he feels.
What I have done to make him feel that way.
So I’ll be over there for a while —>