It’s amazing what an overnight playdate will do for the mind…..and the body….but the mind too.
A miscommunication almost made it a quick night, but thankfully a change in his schedule led SG to call me Friday telling me of his changed.
“You’re spending the night, right?”
A quick text to G, and yes I was. I think he was as giddy as I was.
All day Friday, I kept having glimpses of things I was hoping we would do – or more specifically he would do to me. The drive down was longer than I had hoped. Rush hour on a Friday trying to get out of the city was just bad timing on my part. I could tell he was excited because I talked to him twice while I was in route.
And when I got there, he had everything ready in terms of me putting my car in his garage (nosy neighbors) – and as he locked the door to it, he turned to me and reminded me I now had no escape. He has me locked in for the night.
Yes, yes he did.
I’ll be honest. I was a bit worried if I was going to be mentally in the game. A lot of what G and I deal with these days is the mental hurdle we both have – that worry about infect. Sex has yet to resume “normal”. But, between SG and me, it was normal. It wasn’t hanging over our head. It was just play – hard – long – play. And I didn’t realized until we were laying there after round one how much “normal” I needed. How much of an escape from everything I needed. It was like my body and my mind exhaled – finally.
Later, TL made the same comment to me. After showing up for my daughter’s soccer game and having to answer the question several times if I was hung over, I had texted him as he had a similar story. We went back and forth – and he said it was nice to see me being more myself.
It is nice being more myself. Like I told TL, I was getting sick of me – and how I was feeling and reacting to things. If I was getting sick of it, I can only imagine how the world was seeing me. I can only be thankful that those I love are understanding and supportive and, most importantly, tolerant. It is nice to be more like the me that I like.
That is exactly what I need myself. Enjoy it.
PY
I am glad you got some quality play in and that you are feeling like yourself again!
I am hoping there might be some pictures or erotica for us nice people later on
I’m so glad to read this. Finding your way back to you is so important. (and yes, some details for us voyeurs please 😉 )
P.S. I missed it but Happy Belated Anniversary!
Sorry I missed it..Happy Birthday!
Glad you got some play time in 🙂
Sex is so much better when you just let go and have fun. And everything ELSE is better when sex is better. Glad you had a good time!
Oooo….so happy. I love what you said about your mind and body exhaling. Awesomeness.