….or so I thought.
I woke up the other morning to a sex dream. I rarely recall dreams anyway, and it is extremely rare that I should have an erotic dream. Of course, I woke up just as I was cumming in my dream. Garbanzo was out for a run, so I slid my hand between my legs and discovered I had awoken fairly close to orgasm myself. It didn’t take more than maybe a minute to cum in a half dazed awake state.
And the rest of the morning, I walked around work in this constant state of craving sex…
…craving a firm hand….
….craving for someone else to control me….
….craving a cock in my mouth….
….craving to be tied up….and spanked….and ….
craving to be fucked…a lot.
I walked around the rest of the day in this constant state of wanting,
of needing….of craving that intense experience – one that lasts all day.
Sadly, the evening played out in such a way where it couldn’t happen. But Garbanzo teased me. Whispering in my ear exactly what he wanted to do to me – and how – and where.
And while I took things into hand again when I was alone, that sort of background throbbing has stayed with me since….
….that throbbing that reminds me that despite everything happening, I still have a more primal need.
Can you imagine taking a vow of abstinence? I am in awe of people who can control their sex drive.
I like the way you write about sex, btw.
Its amazing how one can push their sex drive to the back of their heads when necessary, but it eventually pokes out.
I hope you get to fulfill that need this weekend.
I just mentioned to d last night how much I missed having dreams like that! It used to happen so much when I was younger. I used to love coming in that half awake statE. You luck girl!
Maybe it’s something in the air. I know I’ve been feeling the same way.
I don’t know about you, but once that feeling gets into my head it doesn’t leave until completely sated. I hope you get that chance. 🙂
That was a great read. Just how i have been feeling lately. I got hot just reading it. Well said!
Oh yes, I have days like that!!! That ache that needs attention that you can’t curb alone.
‘Self-pleasure’ is lovely.. But it absolutely does not replace the real thing.. And sometimes, you just gotta have it!! :):)
I’m always amazed by how we can suppress the need when we absolutely have to, but also by how it always comes roaring back, sometimes overwhelmingly so.