After about an hour of asking “are you sure”, I finally reached out to TL and made plans.
TL’s response, “And Garbanzo is okay with it?”
A question he would ask repeatedly even as we drove back to his house.
A question he almost called and asked Garbanzo directly.
My questions shifted from “are you sure”, to a discussion around the boundaries.
“Do you want to hear about it after?” – Not sure yet.
“Do you want to see the pictures if there are any?” – I’ll ask if I do.
Later that night, when TL had sent me the pictures from our afternoon, I snuck off to look at them since we were still at my parents’ house. And found Garbanzo to be close on my heels. Even before I opened them, I asked one more time “are you sure”. As TL commented during our planning, there is no going back after we do this. Garbanzo told me to just open them.
As I looked through the pictures, trying hard not to comment about what led up to that moment or took place after, I was acutely aware of Garbanzo. What was going on in his brain? Was he regretting his decisions – all of them?
“Those are hot!”
Good, no regrets.
What I did not expect was what happened later while we were laying in bed.
In an attempt to keep things quiet given we were still guests at my parents’ house, I climbed astride him while we were kissing and groping each other. His hands ran across my nipples. “Are they sore?” He asked as he squeezed them gently. He knew that TL tended to be a bit rougher with them – which I love – thus his question. I told him they were, but it didn’t stop him from playing with them. He knew that it also meant they were sensitive to touch – and if touched right, not in a bad way. He was touching them right. He loved their sensitivity.
As our arousal grew, I reached between us and guided his cock into me so that I could start rocking against it giving us both the pleasure we desired.
“Tell me about the pictures” were the words that left his mouth – the words that totally took me by surprised\ – followed quickly by the words “I want to know what you did together.”
So there, in the guest room, with his hands dividing their time between my breasts and clit – and with me controlling the pace, I told him everything that happened. I answered his questions as he had them. I left nothing out.
And when I was finished, he flipped me over and drove his cock hard into me. I had had my pleasure for the day, so he took his.
As we laid their in each others arms, I laughed at the change of events and commented I would now stop asking if he had any regrets about the day. “I’m glad you had fun. I liked hearing all about it – it was hot” was his response.
Since that night, we have talked a lot about this step we took – me playing without him. The fact he suggested it was such a surprise given our previous discussions, that while part of me didn’t want to look a gift horse in the mouth, the other part wanted to understand if this was a change due to the person involved (TL), a larger change to our rules, or what. It was a change limited to TL. Garbanzo can see the sexual connection we seemed to have with the way we play, so he wanted me to explore it with him.
Another reason for this change was due to burn out. While we had been having some great swinging experiences as a couple, one incident left Garbanzo unhappy. He felt like the extra in the room, or as he put it so nicely, the guy the girl asks to the prom to make the guy she really wants to be with jealous. Great feeling huh? This resulted in him wanting to take a step back. I was totally ready to join him because we are a couple in this, but he knew the connection TL and I had made sexually and wanted me to continue to explore. And, he knew, I would never ask for it myself out of respect for him. So, he gave me this exception without my asking.
Will TL and I play again alone? I sure hope so.
Will this rule extend to others? I’m not sure. That really is up to Garbanzo.
All I know is that Garbanzo does want to recreate the night he and TL dp’d me. He really enjoyed being part of that, so it is his standing request. One I think both TL and I would be happy to fulfill.