Insomnia and Vodka

I am grateful that G has been working on his cocktail making skills as it meant he bought some good vodka. I’m hoping it helps settle my brain or, at least, that it makes my brain too tired to talk. I know some of my issue is that my body’s immune system has been on…

Insomnia and Vodka

I am grateful that G has been working on his cocktail making skills as it meant he bought some good vodka. I’m hoping it helps settle my brain or, at least, that it makes my brain too tired to talk. I know some of my issue is that my body’s immune system has been on…

Sleep? Who Needs It!

I didn’t sleep last night. Or, rather, I slept maybe four hours last night. Then between crazy dreams and rambling thoughts that tossed around my head when I was awake, I ended up waking at about 2am – and never going back to sleep. In hopes that tonight that I get some sleep, I present…

Change

A couple of years ago, I had to take a Myers Briggs test as part of a professional development class. I had gone years avoiding the whole four letter summary of my personality, and those years of avoidance had come to an end. Without digging through all of my files to find my results, I…

Change and Shit….

A couple of years ago, I had to take a Myers Briggs test as part of a professional development class.  I had gone years avoiding the whole four letter summary of my personality, and those years of avoidance had come to an end.   Without digging through all of my files to find my results, I…

Typical conversations at work

"My cheek gets stuck to my temporary tooth, and I end up having to peel it off in the morning which has made it sore. I need a way to stop this from happening until I get my real tooth." "Maybe try putting wax on the tooth – like for braces" "Or sex wax!" "Yeah,…

Is there another word for it?

“I hate saying he is lying to us. Lying is a big word – a heavy one with lost of implications – but I think that’s where we are.” My employee nodded his head at my words, then added, “he’s lying – it’s that plain.” Who is lying? The head of our department. I think…

Exorcising the Beast

Truthfully…..I’ve been sitting on this post for at least 10 days now. I wrote it in response to a lot that I saw and was feeling and was realizing – then chickened out in posting it.  But I feel the need to speak this into the ether – into the universe.  In many ways, it…

Dreams Denied.

I woke up – hot – kicking the covers off – and on the brink of orgasm. That dream – that fucking dream – I started on my knees. Naked. I took his cock in my mouth. As I worked to take more and more of it into my mouth – into my throat –…